A Look Back: March 17th 2008

It was 5 days ago that I saw her picture. My agency turned down my request for "review" (more information) as another family was in this process. Why do I keep thinking about her? She is 4 1/2! I have a crib! I have a closet full of 18-24 month clothes! This is not my plan! So why am I dreaming about her? Tonight I asked my BSF group to pray that God would open my heart to the child He has already chosen and that I would be willing to let go of "my plans" in this adoption journey.